Fathers plea 30june2010

Naukrani , this is the most important and diffcult mail , i going to write .........its related to my dad , whom i m blamed , day in day out , for whatever happened.....before that , i want to put up a sequence ......Randip Singh , RS , Radha Shyam Panda(its me) , Saurabh Tripathy , replaced by Saroj Panigrahy , SP , Naukrani Pathy(its u ) , Rama Pathy replaced by Sangram , SS (Sangram Samant and Sneha Sahu)....then things will move to KK , Katirna Kaif(its me) of BLUE FILM , BF , tumara Boy Friend (its me )......25Y means , Vivekanand Padhy and me ...in effect Srini Sir and Ram Sir .....Naukrani , manager ku tough way re kana pai act kariba darkar pade janicha , for this reason only , kichi adament pila ku sidha kariba pai , jahaku sidha katha kahile bhuja pade nhai .......jaha ebe hela , Randip Singh case re ....mu jete bele Pragya marriage pare lekhi thili , "Randip my friend" au tuma pai lekhi thili , Naukrani replaces Randip (seithire clearly mention kari thili , Randip is too small  in front of u)...tume kana bhuji thila Naukrani , what others understood by those mails? .....jadi mu thare Randip Singh ku mora personal life sahita link kariki clear kari thili , au thare kari nathanti ?......mora question hela mote directly kahi bare kana problem thila , mu jete bele directly kahuchi?....... Naukrani , how many times and how many ways , i need to tell never show deception in front of manager ......tume Taj mahal bhali failure magila, seita tumaku milila , tume mote doita option dela , either choose of retracting jungle ka sher hota hain or clear Randip Singh.....i choose to retract jungle ka sher hota hain , tapare mote Lucky Singh kariki phool dekhi bara kana meaning achi....jadi tumara , yeh statement ku , mora dwara kahi bara achi...mote directly kahi thile , mu Pragya marriage pare hi put kari dei thanti ...au amara kichi problem hei nathanta....Naukrani , jadi pagalpanti kariba , certainly mote revolutionary role chadiba tharu , bhala medicine kichi nhai, pagalpanti chadeiba pai .....certainly ghara loka manaka sahita misi kari , mu pagalpanti kari pare , kintu who were running the nation cant be.....mote kali tharu , Gopal show up karu chanti , tume mazak karucha kahucha .....kintu , mu uper jeu statement lekhichi , Randip Singh related , seita na lekhi thile chali thanta ki .....then how u and others were telling ki , mazak karu chanti ...these are serious stuff madam .....Naukrani , for past few days , i thinking of what to write about my dad ...the way , he accepted his mistake ... SONG ,STG(is at cuttack , LinkRoad , LR , everything will end over there , where i used to take training during my college days and other one at HCL ), SG , Shankar Giduturi , Sandeep Gaur .....9I - means my grand mother , when ist TV(the reason TV got redefined) came , what she commented on wednesday 8 o clock chitrahaar...something , similar what Tapaswini comments ......... Naukrani my dad saying , " Murali Sir is in good position , he being outsider can able to apologize and accpet his mistake , probably leave my life also...but , how i will accept my mistake and say soory  , jaha mu karichi , nija pua against re (and i cant leave him either since he is my son) ..... given both my son and daughter in law, real suicide(SE) like position ........ the way he saved the honuor my family and me , by giving up eveything , still i m acted against him most brutal way......i dont find words , how to say soory ....i just want to say my son , whenever u listen a song, watch TV, think of ur wife(seithi payi BOY FRIEND got redefined), feel i m apologizing in front of u ......probably , etiki kala pare madhya mote mukti na mili pare....the reason why i feel , if u perform my last rites , i will got that"......Naukrani , mu jaha bhujichi seita...Ashwin kichi dina tale kahu thila , who r the richest heries (warish) in the world ....Naukrani , my dad and ur dad , had kept all their belonging in ur name , DaughteR , DR , means u Naukrani......seithi payi tume jete bele madhya asiba mora life re , its something like having a lottery for me .... Naukrani , password will end , when Sneha gave her , ATM card to withdraw some cash , while i m with Sangram , and while returning her money i said , i never thought of returning the money , since i considers its ours......Naukrani , tume madhya kichi semiti kari thanta , jete bele mora pakhaku asi thanta , mote sabu kichi dei thanta , much larger scale , what Sneha did ......Tapaswini jemiti sabu kichi bahare kahuchi seita kahi thanta , this also much larger scale ......Rashmi jemiti mote kahi thila , Subha Sathpathy samana re soory kahiba pai semiti kari thanta(its Vivekanand Padhy) ....end re mu kichi kahile , tume seita kahi thanta, jaha Vidya Balan , ISHQIYA movie re kahila , Naseerudin Shah ku "ru my husband ?"...tume mora condition au confusion madhya emiti kari thanta , mu se line kahi thanti .... tapare bhul magi thanta ....Subrat au gote madhya meaning , what Shasank used to say related to Sangeeta .....Naukrani , tumaku dhanya au tumara bhai ku madhy dhanya .... Naukrani , mote tuma tharu bhala life partner au kia mili pari nathanta , please mote au besi emotional kara nhai , let me in control of myself .........take care of urself......finally , I LOVE U , Naukrani...........Dated 30june2010.