365 SB : 1. 12July2015(Sunday)

1. 12July2015(Sunday)

Thanks for accepting my invitation, I likes many of ur postings in the facebook. One that, I m shared with my friends is related to BED, how people sleep profession wise. Who ever made that post, really thinks a lot about the lives of others. U looked pretty beautiful on the photo, so as ur daughter. I thought she is 4 year old .I m talking to my friend Debasmita Mohapatra who is settled in CHICAGO " u both shifted from CHICAGO few days back, where did u both shifted ". It must be pleasant experience of staying in US. I m tried my luck of getting into the USA or anywhere for long time, but not able to get any chance of going anywhere outside india. If god will be kind on me, "I will like to surrender my indian passport and settle somewhere else at the earliest". But, god is not that kind on me. Problem for me, I m entered inside the IT industry, with lots of fake documents, but not able to sustain it for long time. People out here in IT industry called me, "AIDS patient of IT profession. Just like a AIDS patient had all the diseases inside him, something similar way, I had got all the embarrassing and not required qualifications of IT industry. In plain word all diseases of IT industry". Let me point out some of those things, I m completed my 10+2 in 3rd division on 1994, then wasted 3 years preparing for engg exams . Finally got into engg college in 1997 , then from 1999-2002 I had to discontinue my study due to financial constraints , some how completed my B.Tech after continuing my study from 2002-2003 , but got the actual degree on sept2005 when I m suppose to join HCL , after lots of bitter fought with university and college authorities . The crack I m found in the B.TECH certificates " there were no mentioning of starting year on B.Tech certificate something like 1997-2003 and issued on sept2005 . Reason why, I wrote in all the company documents as 1999-2003, for B.TECH . During period I left out from college 1999-2002, I m worked as sales boy in mumbai and delhi for standard chartered bank in a franchise, not in direct bank since I don't have any university degree. Life is really tough out there in franchise of a bank, over there I found a person named Lokesh Singh, who trained me on sales profession, but again I m ditched him for my personal gains .Shifted to delhi, there I met a person named Vikram, who again trusted me, but again I m ditched him for my personal gain, to continue my studies. This leaving serious work, by breaching somebody's trust and confidence had become starting point of becoming a AIDS patient for me. As pointed out by Kuldeep Singh aka Sunny Leone "tumhri chutti sanction hui hain, kyun ki tumhare ghar maine problem hain. zindagi ka dusara naam problem hain , bata aisa yahan par koi hain jiske ghar par problem nhai hain . Agar sab log isse tarah problem ka bahana kar ke chutti le gaye toh yeh jung kaise jiti jayegi . Rama Pathy, meri nazar ke samne se dur ho ja, nhai toh maine tumhe GADAR karar de kar goli mar dunga". As I m used to leave out my friends and mentors midway for my personal gains, I continued same thing in HCL also when I m joined over there. I left out a guy named Puneet mathur at BALLY TECHNOLOGY, by citing some silly reasons of "my performance is not good at client site". Then I m done same thing while at RYDER project "I m left it by citing same reason of , my client handling is not good , while everything were happening over there for me, by client manager of Anand Gopali and Ramesh over there” . My appraisal sheet over there in HCL looks like no promotions, below expectation on client handling and no substantial increments in salary also. Finally, I m being fired from HCL on aug2008, with these same reasons . This also further strengthened my status as AIDS patient. I didn’t got any job from aug2008-sept2010, who will hire a AIDS patient, who can leave ur company and put the project at risk, by citing any personal reasons over there. Finally there comes a company TCS, who wants to give MAULIK MARG DARSHAN for AIDS patient like me on both professional and personal front. I had not talked about my personal life, it also something similar out here. There is girl named Sneha Sahu , who loved me more than her life , I left out here for reasons “ I m Brahmin and she not from my caste “ , something similar way I left out two more girls Tapaswini Nayak and Rashmi Pratap , for same reasons, “they both were not from my caste , without talking them , while they waited for me longtime “ . As the all the 3 girls want to forgive me, for whatever I did with then ”they tried to understand my problem about the caste problem persisting in our parts of ODISHA “ . They got shocked when they seen plights of the girls chosen by my dad, by sighting some silly reason. Saharansu pani’s sister I m rejected, since their family members didn’t gave her phone number on Friday, but given on Saturday, when this SAP interview is scheduled on BANGALORE. I m said no to SUNA , reason why her parents said “ our KUNDALI’s were not matching properly , just to delay some more days , so that person like Subha Sathpathy at HCL got some respite “ . Final blow, when my dad decides on somebody named Santoshi Sahu, with the consent of my family members and her family members, with one prerequisite condition” I must forward a SAMAL title resume for Suraj Samal, I left her some thing like, my Sudha uncle left the labor room with news of my JHUNU aunty gave birth to a girl child, while she still in labor pains”. When I m joined in TCS on sept2010, I left again everybody over there on feb2013. Mostly didn’t think about my wife once, since I had married for 6 months only on june2012. I m now a jobless person at the age of 37+ years , searching for job at bangalore staying alongside the guys , who were more than 15+ years juniors to me, while my wife is staying with their parents. In last past 3 years to our marriage, we both didn’t stayed for more than 6+ months together. Whenever I tried to think about my life passionately then, this TIGHT and LOOSE situation comes into picture, reason why I didn’t think about my wife and settling somewhere properly. Just waiting for the AIDS patient tag on my name gone by, before I will think of settling somewhere else . I had pinned my hope on bihar elections scheduled on sept-oct2015, for this AIDS patient tag on me to go away. As my dad used to say “ek bihari means 100 bimari, for AIDS patients“ . No girls is talking with me in facebook for this reason only, they can’t forgive me for the suffering I had given to my dad , in the name of administrative skills by terming his administrative skill as “ SINGHANI POCHA KAMA “ . Leading on this front is girl named Debasmita Mohapatra and Archana Senapati, who were used to my college mates. I m just waiting for somebody to give some MAULIK MARG DARSHAN, to recover from that AIDS tag. The way SAVI comes for DATE with Sharat Kandi(since he is AIDS patient) , If u come for a DATE with me (as I m AIDS patient) , might be my AIDS tag will go . No girl out here accepting my invitation in facebook for this purpose, I m really happy u had accepted my friend request. I m really doubly happy somebody named SAVI had accepted my friend request. As I want to rectify this AIDS tag on me, I don’t want to keep u on dark, about me. If u can trust me and come for a DATE with me, I will be more than happy with it. As I m reforming myself from that AIDS tag of Sharat Kandi tag, I want to become a responsible person now. I hope ur emotional enough to give a consideration to my DATE proposal, and give me one chance to reform myself .