Buck stops with me 24dec2010

everybody wants i must write a mail today , the reason why i m writing a mail ...so that  everybody will aware of what's going on my mind ..despite having work on holiday ....for past few days , its been shown me as , BIRTHDAY repeated ....it may be the case ..let me clear certain things , i m keep on repeating this thing for so long time , i cant take it anymore(whatever others want i will write as it is..i dont have any problem) ...nobody believes in it ..now , when i taken a stand everybody saying, its birthday repeated ......there is another aspect to it ...this photo sort of thing ....the way its taught to me .....from the very begining , i m not intersted in interacting with Suchi at Suvendu's marriage ......i m being forced to interact with her , by family members, and taught me lesson of REALITY CHECK(what happened in movie doesnot repeated in real life) ......now, if somebody associating with Murali Sir , i had to respect that person ....as Kapil Sibal had personally apologized at Vishwanathan Anand for this.....and one more thing , Sridhar Sir said, do what ur parents told to do......and , my dad want to associate with him ...its my dad who said "Naukrani got married to somebody else ..when this PHOTO sort of thing erupted from Naukrani's dad druing our Satya Sai visit"....he wants to associate with "tum soch kuch rahe honge ,  ho kuch aur gaya "....i m intrepreting it as " i m thinking of Naukrani ..somebody else come to my life"......now , mu ebe jeu kahuchi , any girl will do ..what's the harm in it ..mora jeu concern thila , mu anaya kahaku baha hei gala pare ....mora bapa , mora bhauni pai gote bhala proposal ani paribe nhai ...now my dad , in such a commanding position , to associate me with my sister ..i had to take alpres pills ...and he is in such a comfortable position je , gote SHINGANI POCHA KAMA kahiki kahi thile , seita ku ete larger way re clear kari paru chanti (where did he able to do something like this in his entire life).....i dont think , now he will have any problem , to find out suitable candidate for my sister , whom ever i got married ....apart from that , nobody nowhere talking of Naukrani ..certainly , i missing something over here .....while , thinking all these , gote katha mora mind ku asila what Chidamabara said after dantewada masscare " BUCK STOPS WITH ME ".....ebe madhya jaha heuchi , sei gote katha ...mu jaha bishyre jaha kahichi , seita mu nije clear karuchi.....in the same vain ...mora bapa kahi thile , Naukrani got married to somebody else , seita madhya repeate heuchi.....i understood this JEANS concept very well ,how its played down(mu Vijay pai jeu kahi thili , Amit Bhatt ku link kariki ..let this not be one of incident .try to save somebody whoever needy ....seita dekha heuchi, mu khali HCL re committesd thili mora work prati na ethare madhya achi .....the way , each of important incident getting repeated).....so as team meeting with Raja Sharma.... everybody understood , what happened related to Janmeet its well and good(mu TCS asila pare jani parili , why he wants to forward my CV at TCS ..certainly he not able to recover from that akbar birbal notion)......yesterday, Rashmi Nayak asking " how is the behaviour of Shravan with u"..i m replied " he knows Sridhar Sir and others very wellthen me ".....certainly , Shravan knows very well what is the margin of error for him...mora pai seita , day to day activity re convert hei galani.....might be Shravan , wants to Subha had used his name for his own gain , like Anil used Gaurav Dhar's ..during HCL days , and i must write this thing ....the difference i found, Gaurav was not aware how Anil using his name ....here Shravan , totally aware how Subha using his name , still supporting his activities ....might be, Shravan's thinking changed now and it will remain in future .....anything , needs to be written related to Shravan , let me know ....i think , Sanjay Agarwal over here , going to play key role over here......