Don’t want to collapse 26Oct2010

Naukrani , madam i dont want to collapse over here , the way things were moving .....this is reason why i m start taking alpres from Sunday ..things were moving very fast  here , since everything planned according to my strength , i m become more careful and cautious .......Naukrani , mote sabu bele lage prevention is better than cure ....seithi payi , i m started taking alpress as prevention .......karana jete bele madhya agaku kana asiba chinta karuchi , mora mind kama kariba bandh kari deuchi aajikali...........emiti chakar asuchi , as if mu sub conscious state ku asi jibi......nobody is willing to tell anything , what's next on cards ...even , Sridhar Sir also unwilling to tell anything .......see the below mail , mu janiba pai mail karichi , what next after this ....... he only complimented as good show , nothing more than that....Naukrani , i cant find any clues what's next on cards.......one thing i heard, after Sandeep , its Prasanth who will came as onsite coordinator(certainly things were moving more closely) ..mom and dad postponed their stay till  28th  and morning re Shravan reminding of DiwalI ..means , its ID like situation over here(frankly speaking its ID like situation , since the day i m joined TCS..gote sata katha kahibi , i enjoyed these sort of tough situations , the only problem over here is , i m on brink of collapse ...and i want to prevent it ).......yesterday , there were IT raids on karnataka MLA's , leadership just signalling what sort of turmoil i m going through ....just something similar , BJP govt in karnataka ........aaji HINDU front page dekhu thili , Shantanu going to probe the CWG scams , simply cant understood what's in cards( even Lalit Modi's passport in news for long time ........may be Shantanu Sir wants say  " just go through the phase , we understand the stress ur going through , u have to trust everybody just like giving ur passport .....just dont woory, we r tracking every moment of it ").......vodafone being slapped 11K cr by IT dept is prominent for past several days...what's related to vodafone being tracked ......kana mora jeu mora hutch prepaid connection thila , seita postpaid kala bele , jaha problem asi thila that's being tracked .....just confirm me about this .....the best thing i found , PM in japan yesterday ...means , things were getting closer ....but where everything will end madam ...one news , that haunts me and doing round the corner is..Dalai Lama will be conferred a degree while Chinese premier in india in last week of november .......things were so close kichi bhujiba muskil ......HCL ALUMNI mail asichi , to vote for Ajai ChaudharY (CEO HCL INFOSYSTEMS, now leadership also going very closely) as asian businessman of year , certain AnthonY is getting closer ......and Sachin Tendulkar is only player from current crop of player to be placed in ESPN 's all time test team squad ......Naukrani ,another thing mu jani paruni , what's related to IG so significant , there were IG , police come up in PRATIGYA serial , just few days back...... mu end pakhaku asi galani ...kintu , end keu thare achi ,au kemiti heba seita jani paru nhai mu.......everybody over here , very tight-lipped .......anyway , madam i m missing u very much ....finally , I LOVE U , Naukrani........