Its Confusing for me 23Nov2010

Naukrani , madam nothing much to write from my side...its totally confusing state for me , i dont know which way to proceed....i found best way to move forward is , stay static where i m ...mu jete bele , yeh sabu katha chinta karu thili , sete bele gote katha mind ku asila ....why , i m not hired at HCL ....as passing of day , i found one after another reason , why i m not hired at HCL .....but , its at TCS i found the real reason ......till , now my only driving force to continue is , i got job after so long time...which , overrides everything happening surrounding me .....other than , that i cant found any single reason to cheer up at TCS.....any way , that feeling of getting job after long time , still drives me .....so no , need to woory for the time being ..one thing , i want to know , wheter my profile will be shared with any of clients or not ...till , now my feeling is , things going to move like this .....lets hope something good , in store for me , in near future...Naukrani , as my wife , i always wanted u understand me better than anybody else....Naukrani , mu jani nhai tume mote kete bhujicha , but let me tell u , its getting painful for me with each passing day (as my feel is , i m becoming directionless , as if nothing in my hand, whatever happening).....i dont know , what ru waiting now....Naukrani , mu jani nathili , tume ete insecure feel karucha...mu jete bele tumaku I LOVE U , Naukrani , in last line re kahi thili .....i mean it Naukrani , i dont know what u had planned , during that time..certainly for me nobody is more important than u madam .... seita tume , kete dura bhujicha mu jani nhai ....nowadays , at the rate corruption being highlighte(both congress and BJP being victim of this) , mote laguchi corruption going to replace terrorism ....jaha mu  , Jaswant Singh case re kahi thili(certainly Jaswant Singh ku jia replace kariba Bhaskar Padhy , is not of my liking , seithi payi mora samana re ana heu nhai) .....2009 election re BJP jete bele terrorism issue kala bele ku kandhar hijack haunt karu thila..something , similar here , BJP ethare corruption issue raise kala belaku against A.Raja on spectrum au maharashtra CM on adarsh housing society, its own CM in karnataka were corruption charges there .....agaku kana asiba tike kahi dia .....anyway , KBC ra ist winner of one crore is Rahat TasliM(MR) from jharkhand......Naukrani , jadi tume janiba pai chaucha , why i m not amused of Saket's marriage ...then , few things happened before his marriage that alters my thinking ....like AmritPal got arrested in laxmi nagar building collapse..and  Rajiv sahita jeu metro line re jai thili , that had been on trouble days before ...signal is clear for me , i m just getting trappe over here nothing else ...jadi, mu kichi expect karibi , its something like both two events....anyway madam , etiki re rakhuchi..finally , I LOVE U , Naukrani .....