To My Beloved Wife NAUKRANI 14sept2010

Naukrani , kali Sridhar ku call kari baru se kahile , keep on mailing on regular intervals .....so i m decided to mail u , on every tuesday till 9nov2010 , the date u all decided .....Naukrani , as i m SMSed yesterday , tumara ghara loka manaka mindset kichi kashmiri manaka bhali hei galani....they were most alienated people for the time being .....PM called for , peace in the valley ...wants to bridge the trust deficit , of the people...Naukrani , in one way , pointing towards , my condition is something similar that of Omar Abdulla in valley...the way , kashmir is burning for the 3-4 months , Naukrani tumara ghara loka madhya kichi semiti feel karu chanti .....Naukrani , it will take sometime to bridge the trust deficit .....Naukrani , the way i m going through the poly test , se gote katha realize karuchi.... Naukrani , mu bhala bhabare janichi , its diffcult on ur part to answer anything, the way things were gone in last 2 and half years ..... kete diffcult seita ebe realize karuchi....Naukrani , few days back , in fact on ganesh puja , dad/mom said by showing pressurecooker "either u burst or come out as whistle ....because at the current situation , it cant be opened ....if u come out as whistle , things will cool down , no damage will be done ...and if u cant come out , we dont have any choice , but to apply more pressure , so that u will brust ...certainly more damage will be done , but we dont have any other choice...decision is urs"....Naukrani , dad/mom left there by saying this much .... Naukrani , bhai few days back kahu thile , Yash not able to identify me till now , after they gone to BBSR ...mu jeu dina , prathame twitter re lekhichi , on ganesh puja , he said now Yash started identifying me ......Naukrani , mu jadi voluntarily web ku jai nathanti , tahele its planned mora uper ete pressure put up kara hei thanta , mu tumaku identify kari nathati........whatever the damage ur ready , kintu either i had to speak up or my situation would be made something like Anand in munnabhai MBBS(mora kichi madhya kahi bara condition rahiba nhai ..i will be completely chocked off)...Naukraani , bapa jeu ChandraSekhar Tripathi pakhaku nei thile , its for me ...not for my sister ....the doctor also aware of , mora kana condition hebara achi , they were well prepared of worst situation....since nobody had any answers, if i raise any questions ........Naukrani , frankly speaking , what i had gone through in past 3-4 months having impact now ....last one month have been toughest one , i dont know how i will survive in next 2 months ........ Naukrani , i m now having lots of reading , so that no bad thoughts come into my mind as such ......going to my usual routine , so that i will make myself busy with something , and no bad thought affected me...Naukrani , life re mote ekutia ete kasta deucha na , samastaku etiki kasta deicha madam......Naukrani , ,mora emiti condition pai plan heichi , for past several days mora mind ku gote katha asuchi , the way somebody and others taking blame to themselves.....Naukrani , my question to all those planners r, for what aspect Kanhu Sabat taken responsibility, apart from attacking somebody's dignity....karana , mu emiti gote instance pai nhai , jeu thare Kanhu Sabat will be declared politician, or done something wrong ....mora hata sina bandha thila (since i m in revolutionary role, i cant go against leadership ), mu Kanhu Sabat against re kichi kahi paru nathili , what stopped all those planner from thrashing Kanhu Sabat publicly , like they did Samal brother ...while they kept everything to HCL leadership , mora condition total brink of collapse ku nei asi chanti , so many girls exposed to public abuse including my own sister ......for what Kanhu Sabat taken responsibility or what sort of abuse/public trashing he will got ....since , till now i cant any one instance , regarding him, whom i considers architect of everything .....Naukrani , i will say , this guy Kanhu Sabat is smartest guy , by doing everything ....escapes from punishment , or from everybody's eye , by simple saying HARI OM ....Kanhu bhai , kana kahu thile , Kanhu chalak nhai ....in my view , he is smartest among all , he come out unhurt , after doing everything .....got the pleasure , of attacking somebody's dignity as reward for what he did ...certainly , this thing all those planners need to look after ...Naukrani , during Suvendu's reception , Sunit Pujari's father trying to close me ....let me very clear on this thing ? , mu jete bele Sunit Pujari pai sympathy show karu thili , sete bele jani nathili , what all being planned ...mu jani nathili , Pragya is wife of brother in law not kanhu Sabat ......if Pragya , had to punished this way , then my brother in law feeling so much of guilty and i m required to go through this much, on brink of collapse ...then , for matter of fact, why Sunit Pujari and Kanhu Sabat left out ....more specificially Kanhu Sabat , since he didnt stop over there, with my break up of Pragya ...he continued referring about dwarka continuously, lashing out at my english skills , goes onto become my advisor ....Naukrani , my question is , who all r planner and why they has soft corner towards kanhu Sabat ?....i need answer to this .....Naukrani , jadi au kichi baki rahi jaichi , then let me know ...i will put in forthcoming mails ......finally , I LOVE U , Naukrani.....