Swati , madam because of u , i m arrived at TCS
.......this is really challenging assignment for me , before writing anything ,
i had to look after my previous mails many times , exactly what i had written
......Swati , philosophy of my life is simple , "if u dont sure about it ,
dont do it ....but , please dont commit any mistake knowingly"....this is
reason why , i m silent till today , by knowing everything .. because , the way
everybody behaving , if i will reveal anything , everything will go
disarray.....i m just waited for my opportunity , since i knows , at some point
of time it will be visible to top leadership , what's exactly going on
.......that's exactly happened...Swati , one more thing u noticed , i didnot
require to give any explanations for my acts(from the day Raman left) ,since
everybody were tracking everything now ...otherwise , day in day out , i had to
give explanation , for what i did .....Swati , but let me confess , i dont
expect u to be at this condition(the condition ur in today)....i m really felt
bad for u, the way ur name being misused , but my hand were tied from all
corners .....except raising as Saneep Gaur issue , i couldnot have done much at
that stage ....Swati ,let me share something with u , u reminds me , of my
working days .....the type of dedication ur showing for work , i used to
somebody like u ...this is simple reason , why my personal life still in
disarray , while i m keep on doing critical task .....Swati , its tough , but
from my experience i must say , those who had succeeded in life , had similar
sort of dedication towards their work .....the simple reason , i feel ,
somebody like u must be encouraged , by giving more importance , over senior
persons in team..... Swati , i got my best compliment at TCS , because of
u ......Ajay Sir said on friday said "i need only this much way out
....."while our conference call , going on with Nagraj ..... Swati ,
before i write something else , i want to say something to all my teammates at
CVS caremark or in TCS as whole ..."while so many people were behind ,
tracking my every move , what i doing or not ....still , nobody able to touch
me for so long ( i m talking of after august2008 , the day i left HCL)....not
able to know , what exactly i m doing , until i m put in my mail SPY IN ISRO
.......kuch toh quality hain mere paas , give that much respect.......i m not
asking for more ....the way u , people thought i wont be able to know anything
until , everything happened , u will come out triumphantly and said "we
had given u clue over there , u didn't able to track" .....Swati , when i
put Lord ShivA as LA (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chocolate_%282005_film%29 as Mutaza ArzaI as
MI), my brother came across and had ice cream .....at that moment , i realize
ur tracking , LA as something else , things were not that easy , as i
thinks....immediately , i changed my pattern , from "TunneL work resumed
....." to "Things will move in other direction ......DreaM run
Starts........ ".....Swati , i dont have those mails for reference , but i
knows , what i had done ......Swati , at the end , LA is AnalyticaL , TL means
TechnicaL , and PL means LeadershiP .....so , when i realize about this , i put
them in style when it would have came across , while writing about umpiring
error's in our team outing ....Swati , just see how accurate i m , this would
have came after that episode in 15aug2011....Swati , this is reason when Piyush
Chawala sort of thing came acorss via team selection , i become more desperate
to know , what's related to Piyush so important ...since , over there i m cited
example of , how indian cricket team getting selected .....Swati , i just want
to know , whether something drastic going to happen around him....Swati , lets
discuss about , what happened last week ...before , going to the most
contentious issue , which everybody desperate to know , from where i got the
idea ïts Vinita Singla who will release the lock ...", i want to come
across the team meeting of last friday , where everybody got PEN for their
performances , on Nitin Kaushik's departure , while everybody were clapping and
Suraj Sir condemning it in worst possible terms , both the incidents WELCOME TO
HELL and CLONE act of Monica .......Swati , this is healthy trend , that's
started .....if somebody commits something wrong also , he must be rewarded
this way , those people deserve it ...funny part is , in the morning Amrita is
alongside Sandeep for call , by the time meeting arranged , she become the ist
person to collect the pen...Swati , i want to add something else , to this
entire episode of PEN distribution ......one person , who deserves trophy at
that PEN distribution ceremony is Swati Tyagi .....her fortune were really well
, she left TCS on time ......because , all that were started by her , at that
stage , if i will tell anything against her , it will be saying against my
father in law.....so , i cant say anything against her , let whatever she may
do ...Swati , in my words , its Swati Tyagi , apart from Shravan and Nitin is
equally responsible for all the mess surrounding today ...let me explain it
better.....Swati , when i joined TCS , i m really happy , i got job somewhere
...my happiness were doubled since , i got somewhere else , apart from HCL
....i want to prove a point over here in TCS , the way i m denied any offers
for 2+ years .....Swati , i dont care about tough situations , i believe in end
result , whether i delivered at the end or not ...that's my only concern
.....Swati , this is reason why it matters me less , with whom i m working or
under what circumstances i m working ...Swati , it doesn't matters me , i m
under working under Shravan or anybody , until i m performing nobody can touch
me , that i knows .....all the problem starts with Swati Tyagi , most
importantly after the conference call , after which everybody advised me to
show restraint , while talking about Nitin Kaushik ...that's also in front of
Shravan , while everybody were talking like this , Shravan talking "tum
log uski galti nikal kar usko paresaan karoge ...woh kuch dino ke baad wapas aa
raha hain ...woh tumhara le lega "....during this time , its Swati Tyagi
who is more vocal , why i said something against Nitin Kaushik....due to
Shravan and Swati Tyagi's attitude , other two also joined .....Swati, things
would have settled down over there , as one of incident ...but , Swati Tyagi is
typical IT professional(like underestimating others abilities ....and a good
chela/chamcha of Shravan ......since she is in such a position , i cant give
any single statement against her..it will be termed against my father in law )
.....she keep on testing me , what i thinks about Shravan and others.....she
keep on repeating , abusive languages against mostly Shravan , just to check
what my reaction were .....Swati , still this is ok .....the problem is ,
Swati Tyagi never allowed me to communicate with Nitin Kaushik .....Swati , my
thinking started drifting at that stage .....Swati , on one saturday , both
Nitish and Sapna were , abusing u in front of Shravan ...while Shravan is
abusing me , for nothing .....Swati , i found things very uncomfortable over
there .....i dont understand what exactly , these people wants ....Swati , by
now u had seen my skill levels , did it would have taken much of time to
understood what's going on over there..... Swati
, during Aprajita's birthday mu wrong direction re chali gali , nijaku rectify
karili ....mote lagila , i must be more vigilant on my approach out there
....even , if i knows , i should not express it immediately .....but , real
thing comes via Himanshu's DND reference , after i mention in my mail also ,he
confidently shown me at Manish Sir's townhall meeting....with Shravan's
attitude and Himanshu's confidence together .....i thought of something big
going to happen , when Sanjay talk of there is no requirement in HCL till
april2011and where is YASPAL .... Swati , mora pakhare doita option thila ,
either i will break the jinx or Shravan will break me....i found , he had only
one point agenda , innovate new ways to abuse me .....i m stunned , why
Sridhar Sir had forwarded my profile , for something like this ....anyway , i
got into act silently, since there were no way out for me ....Swati , as everybody
feels , i cant understand anything at that stage , let it be ...let's put my
thoughts together ....most importantly, what happened surrounding Deepshikha
Karla , she is in cold , on the day i joined in CVS caremark....so , where ever
she goes its danger zone , i must be cautious in my approach....Swati , if i
would have mentioned this thing at that stage , everybody would have said ,
"maine tukka mar raha hun...".....in fact , KOMAL ARORA had same
thing , after Anirudh's promotion party , where i delinked myself from BALA
.....she said in style, by showing the BPP sort of thing and later MEMBER
LENGTH while discussing with VISHWA "hum yahan par tukka mar kar , sab
slove kar dete hain"......Swati , i would have answered Komal at that
stage , like i answered Neha when she said tukka sort of thing ...but , then i
could not have , contained the situation , at that stage(since nobody had the
measure of my abilities at that stage , what they have now) ....the reason why
i refrained .....apart from
that , i had seen somebody at Manish Sir's level were actively involved
......Swati , before i tell anything , let me clarify , Himanshu concept which
everybody unable to corelate ...while , i m keep on repeating about him , that
i understood what's related to Himanshu so important ....Swati , its something
like ,i discussed about Suraj Samal's profile with Sridhar Sir in front of
Himanshu , which he unable to understand ..... everybody will talk like this ,
in front of me ...Swati , correct me , if i m wrong ...Swati , i understood
this point on the day , when he said DND sort of reference(by seeing his
confidence , that i cant able to know) , that's i m keep on repeating on every
mail or instance ..... Swati , lets talk about , Anirudh's promotion party , i
didnot go against BALA , because he said something at Manish Sir's
townhall , but because of his sitting position .....Swati , just ask
where he sit , at that stage , its in AditI's sitting position ...http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jaane_Tu..._Ya_Jaane_Na..u want to make me from
mard to na-mard ....its Aditi , who gave the PDE document ......since , by that
time VSS sort of thing were fresh in my mind , due to Saket's repeated
conversation with me .....Swati , one simple thing nobody would have ,
remembered ..jeu dina , mu Rajiv sahita jai thili Pragati maidan afterwards ,
kana hei thila se GURGAON METRO line re .....police beat up people for boarding
in ladies compartment , u can track this incident .....Swati , now coming to PJ
sort of thing , how i got to know about it .....its thank to Sapna madam
....just ask him, why she keep on repeating about the programs , i had written
for Komal .....she many times , talk to Nitish , Rama had good written RPG
programs u can refer.....Swati , PJ sort of thing came from Joy Pattnaik
....what, Komal assigned me(Komal even recommend TCS GEMS for me ..i dont
understand what's extraordinary i did at that stage ......and , i didnot did
afterwards ...since nobody had recommended TCS GEMS afterwards for
me..signifies one thing, just look towards our GM , Manish Sir) , is samething
Sridhar Sir asked to Joy Pattnaik , which he cant able to answer ....mu mention
karichi , Komal given the numbers for subfile crash ....just missed out the PJ
part deliberately , to know what exactly targeted....from there came Shilpa ,
so PJ over with Shilpa ..things become clear , when she came to sit alongside
me , so when Sanjay sort of reference came for RAJA and later Shravan said mail
to ultimatix escalations alongside Sanjay Agarwal ...i understood its for
creating ME like condition , nothing more than that .....its Sanjay who is
going to give me tough time out here ....Santoshi , now coming to Pratik Khosla
, this is what PA override means ......in layman's language , that everybody
repeating in front of ..as if they dont know "AAP EP/BA
ho......."....EP means PA Override and BA means Business AnalysT BT ,
which will happen after sometimes ....things will move somewhere else from here
, its towards http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Khosla_Ka_Ghosla.....it will come via ISSUE
ID and BATCH ID .....IB and DubaI .....the reason , why my brother in law RAJA
gone to DUBAI , coinciding with my return on may2011......after 29april2011 ,
its Navin from dubai who will come across ....Swati , now everybody understood
, why i keep on repeating Ajay Sir in every instance , and deliberately missing
out even Manish Sir , until Pratik change my JOBQ from QBATCH to QINTER ....HR
comes from here .....in one sense , its 18-08-2011.....Swati , correct if , i m
wrong ......Swati , RR happening for R .....R means 18 ......AH, HA ...how it
signifies , its comes from HUMANA ......but , real thing lies somewhere
else.....http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kadhalan..where , father beating of
his own son , in police station unknowingly ....this is going to happen in HIPPA
project ......RUPENDER bishayre mu kahi sarichi , on friday .....Swati , my
problem is not with Manish Sir , i knows under what constraints somebody at his
level works ...my problem is somebody called Shravan , who got lots of power ,
who do not have the desired skills to deal with these sort of situation....
Swati , the moment Manish Sir realized , Shravan misusing his power and his
name , he taken away everything .....did , Shravan done something similar when
Nitin Kaushik done some mistake or anybody commits something similar ...in fact
, his sole aim is to , abuse me in worst possible manner , in the process leave
u at despair , so as others....Swati , now coming to Nitin ...last week , i m
asked "just let me know , kia tukka mar rahe woh usse din jis
din....jab woh WELCOME TO HELL bol rahe the ...."while i knows everything
, by that stage ......he didnot replied , its good u people at gurgaon clapped
for him , for what he did .....Swati , what i m answering, if right ...then ,
he must come up with chuddi one day , so that we all will clap for him ...the
way , he keep on generating BRF variety of ways and preparing TR documents on
variety of ways .......my thinking goes against him , when he keep as silent as
DUMB SQID on that conference call , while somebody telling me WELCOME TO HELL
.....i m disgusited with him , on that day , i thought Shravan is simply using
him , nothing else ...how could , Lokesh Sir lending his name to this guy(talk
about Lokesh Sir bit later) ..........Swati , let me answer it , via lock in
recon ...didnot Nitin Kaushik is aware of RCCEFP file , to unlock it , for
running recon again ?.....what Itti Kapoor told me..... Swati , my thinking
starts towards Sunil Sir and most importantly towards Sunil who had taken my
system on very ist day , in Ashish's team, afterwards....i m become ,
aggressive towards Sunil Sir there afterwards ...if RamaKrushna Paramhansh cant
release the LOCK , making my NEWYORK like condition , then it will be released
by somebody else ....it means , lock will be released by Vinita Singla
...Swati , this is reason why , i m telling Shekhar on friday " Nitin
Kaushik ko extract toh Raman kia ...jo maine aajtak nhai kar pa raha tha
".....Swati , today morning , Abhishek called and said "please let me
know , u aware of YAAR concept or not "......Abhishek , certainly i m
aware of it .....its http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yalgaar movie .....where
marriage happens after 25 years ..there were character named ASHWIN in the
movie ......anything else Abhishek, u want to know .....Swati , as i m
revealing everything , there were terror attack in norway ....today's front
page said , 92 people died on the attack....means , samastanku , vaccine lagi
galani , jadi lagi nathiba yeh mail pare lagi jiba ........Swati , things were
moving something like , BSF getting loaded for RR .....QUEUE , SUBMIT,
ACTIVE,QUEUE .....Lauch would have been , submitted in 26jun2011 , Active on
15aug2011(via http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Honeymoon_Travels_Pvt._Ltd.), and goes into QUEUE again , after that RR would happen (that i
dont know ) ......Swati , while i m moving according to plan , its Shravan goes
to QUEUE again by repeating CLONE sort act for u ....Swati , correct me if , i
m wrong somewhere .....Swati , now u realize , why i cant able to sleep in
april2011 after the N1 reporting project ...because , i had the graphical idea
, what will happen if i continued after the 29april2011.....Swati ,at that
stage , i dont understand why , top leadership keep on showing me
29april2011 as my marriage date via prince Williams marriage , while ground
reality saying something else ....Swati , i goes by ground reality over there ,
when i declared my marriage , not by top leadership......Swati , on friday ,
LOKESH came into Shekar seat, saying everything were changed now , with Nitin
from MeeruT talking to me .....MT TM Tareez AlaM ....so , my feeling is , i m
become Ajay of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apaharan, Lokesh Sir giving a chance to me ....Swati , just confirm about all
that i mentioned in my mail today , i will continue in my next mail...Swati ,
lets try Neha 's tukka way for subject line again
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