Swati , madam there were no
interaction with anybody , so no compliments for this week …anyway , Sachin and
Rahul Dravid got loads of appreciations this week…..everybody , given loads of
compliments , during the functions organized for then…..just to signify , now
the time had come for this appreciation sort of thing must go inside queue
…..as things were moving completely different directions…I m using twitter for
updating , if something significant come out over there , but for the time
being no compliments in ist line …Swati , as my thinking goes , twitter must
have planned out here this week , for countering the TIMESHEET sort of thing
related to Sunil ….i m bit fast , reason why I started on CITRIX day XC
24march2012….its long session of leave for me , at least till this year’s IPL
is over on 27may2012 …..Swati, while the planning is such a way , why my mom
and sister getting nervous about it , when I m mentioned about this ?.. might
be directive come from my dad to play the nervous card now ….certainly , nobody
found out how to represent , both crucial months , april and may2012 ….Swati ,
as I m seeing , our army chief http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vijay_Kumar_Singh will retire on may2012 ….i don’t
expect anything till that time comes across and new army chief takes over …..Swati
, everybody might be reminding me , there is still something left out at TCS
office…but , real challenge for me is now , how to spend this two months in
public galore…..the way , my every move being tracked , where I m going , what
I doing …Swati , this is basic reason for leaving my hometown ….. here in delhi
, even I m did not stepped out from my home , spy people start following me ,
what I m doing , where I m going …most importantly , whether I m going for
searching some sex or not ? ... that’s the daily question out here ……even , I
venture out for office , this question will follow me over here in delhi
…..with my mom and sister become more nervous …..so, its better pack the bags
for hometown for long vacations , till something concrete come out of TCS
people out here …..at least , at hometown , wherever I goes means , not for
searching of sex ….this is the perception out there , among the masses ..at
least , I can move around more freely then over here in delhi …where , at every
step people thinks , I m searching for sex or not …most notably at office
…reason , ist thing I had done , stopped going to office and restricted myself
to home ...this is ok for , few days , but not for prolonged period till end of
may2012 …Swati , as I feel , now RAJ or Johny Lever had been redefined as http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baazigar ..... with
Babu Lal as me , the way BABU is trying to remember in front of KARAN by
torning his hair , something similar thing were planned out for me …..Swati ,
as I believe this suitcase sort of thing , everybody were talking out here
pointed towards that …..Swati , lets see , whether I m TORN my hair or not ….or
gave some TORN like situations to others ….Swati , everybody feels , I will
TORN my hair since , I cant able to properly organize the remaining mails left
out …..Swati , there in total six mails left out , with last mail will come out
on 6th may2012 …I had
, some idea how these will be organize …as all indicators were OFF , family
members were offering me CHIKU(Arun’s friend is CHIKU…yesterday earth hour
being celebrated , with lights off through out the world) , means CHACKO like
condition prevails now …lets see , how this prolonged period , goes from here
onwards …..Swati , this week below mail will be replaced QC Locked_TCS(as
Anshuman being shown the doors by top brass in RS polls ..last week , election
were cancelled for RS polls into jharakhand by QUERSI …..now its goes inside
the QUEUE …..There were patch up between Jayalalita and Sashikala ….pointed
towards Shravan Dabi as Jaya....Shravan 's EXCEL will go to QUEUE ..so as
Monica's CBI via ratings), next week as IPL session started off , so CHAI WITH
ARVIND will go inside QUEUE …..means for the very purpose for which , CHAI WITH
ARVIND started off , to counter the SA to ESSAY to SHYAM to evening snacks
…..so , next mail will be , Partnership_TCS on
8thapril2012…..Swati
, in similar lines , the last mail on 6th may2012 will be Rama and Arvind_TCS , with
Abhishek attaching the BPP….. Swati , then it comes down to 3 more mails ,
which needs to be replaced ….i will rearrange accordingly , when the time comes
for them…..Swati , I don’t understand the logic of , putting so much of time
off for this ….probably for that crying sort of SMILEY I had send across to
SAPAN , during last year this time ….but , what I will do during this period is
big question …I m talking of taking 2 months of leave in the pretext of
marriage , so its officially granted 2 months of leave for me …..anyway , its
always nice to have break in some intervals ….i m also welcome it ….but it
would have better , if all the checks placed on were removed also ….. the way ,
lots of restriction placed on me , where I m going , what I m doing , its
terrible feeling I must say …means , I cant do anything openly as I wish , I
cant talk freely with anybody …there were always a chance , it could be
interpreted wrongly …most notable thing is what’s going on home , I must have
to be precise clear on my views , what I talking with them all the times ….else
, there is problem ….certainly , I got relief from Manish Sir and from CVS
caremark , but not from my dad …..the way , he is manipulating everything out
here …Swati , talking of what happened yesterday evening , suddenly from
nowhere my dad’s call come across , and everybody become tense at our household
….i had to cool down their nerves , via some means , by bring money ..just to
pacify then don’t panic, I m doing whatever I thinks right ….Swati, I did not
seen a craziest person like my dad , who does not believes in living peacefully
….Swati , what Manish Sir feels correct , by giving a break out here , this
thing my dad did not feeling for more than 4 years , the way he relentlessly
putting pressure on me , for some mean or other …..Swati , anybody cant be
perfect all the time …..at least not with family members all the time …..but
,this point also my dad is not realizing till now …just looking for loop holes
to screw me up…..Swati , certainly I got leave from office , not from JAIL like
condition that’s prevailed around me ….that were imposed by my dad (whom
everybody thinks as BHAGWAN)…Swati , comparing the current situation to
something else …Swati , I m talking of my kolkata visit and subsequent
monkeyman scare , after which my dad passed the authority to somebody called
Shravan Dabi ….Swati , the difference between somebody having administrative
skills like somebody at Manish Sir’s level and my dad is clearly evident from
here …Swati , see the difference out here …Swati , by the time , my kolkata
visit comes across , its amply evident nobody able to do anything ……Swati , my
question is , what the wrong my dad would have done , if he passed the
authority to me …..? the way Manish Sir did after ur clone
act …? Something like MAN TO MAN MARKING were getting redefined now …Swati ,
the moment , Manish Sir and others senior managers(not talking of samjhadar GLs
out here , talking of their seniors ) realized the danger of , involving their
teams into danger zones , immediately they changed everything ….throwing out
all emotional donkeys of Mumbai attack (my kolkata visit)from their purview ,
so that it would not effect anybody at TCS….Swati , in similar lines , if my
dad passed authority to me , after that kolkata visit what’s the wrong he would
have done at that stage?.....in retrospect , what the right thing he had done ,
by passing the authority to somebody called , Shravan Dabi (who bring more
disrepute to his image and others who put faith on him), creating GODZILLA
having exclusive voice command ….and in the process delaying everything for
more than 3 years ..? Swati , this is difference between , somebody having
administrative skills and persons like my dad ….Swati , I don’t think people
were much more concerned or nervous out there after my kolkata visit , then
during ur clone act , after which everything changed…..Swati , its all depends
on , how the situation is handled out there , by giving responsibility to right
person….what my dad never realized this point , by passing the authority to me
…..Swati , let me tell u , my dad never had the feeling of , having faith on me
…Swati , as a father he wont have faith on his son , then how a outsider
feeling the heat due to me , start having faith on me …..Swati , this is how my
kolkata visit becomes Mumbai attack ….even if , he is repeatedly failing to do
anything , at the end also , he cant able to anything now also ..the persons,
whom he passed the authority, failed him again miserably …Swati , now coming to
the mails , I had written to Santoshi , during dec2008 to nov2009 ….Swati , the
fundamental flaw of Lokesh Sir and in effect everybody done while planning
…Swati , let me ask this question straight to Lokesh Sir , the way he planned
make those mails public via Shravan Dabi as ex revolutionary …..Lokesh Sir ,
now also at TCS, I m writing mails weekly , can anybody who read my mails ,
make it out what’s going on ? … Lokesh Sir , the weekly mail I m posting , from
this can u tell , what’s exactly happened during the entire week at CVS
caremark ….? Lokesh Sir , as I believe , the script that’s written for daily
happening , is much larger then , what I m writing in my weekly mails …Lokesh
Sir , something similar were my mails to Santoshi from dec2008 to nov2009
…..Lokesh Sir , the way , u cant able to judge anything , only by reading my
mails now…..its reflection of my view points , how I m looking into the entire
scenario …its for those , who were experiencing , what’s currently going on
….for others , it will be diffcult to understand ….Swati , this is why I said ,
after few years , somebody called Ajay Saigal comes across , gives his name to
Shravan Dabi and Lokesh Singh backed him as Batcha Yadav , what sort of
situation arisen out there
….something similar situation arises now ….Swati , I m asking u and everybody ,
can anybody will make the final call , only by looking into my mails , about
how things had unfolded out here …how much effort being put across by CVS
caremark leadership team , after ur clone act ….? Swati , if anybody goes by my
mails only , and what Shravan Dabi doing now, without bothering to ask CVS
caremark leadership team , the type of effort they put across to contain the
nervousness in the team , that’s exactly happened with HCL leadership team ,
with Sridhar Sir as main causality …Swati , to make things spicier , persons like my dad add masala
, by not believing on his son for a moment ..who holds the key for my marriage
during those days , whom I passed the authority for this purpose…Swati , at the
end , somebody called , Manish Sir trusted my abilities , not my dad ….. Swati
, the way , I m talking very selectively in mails , I m choosing very few
things to mention in mails …something similar were , dec2008 to nov2009 …Swati
, there might be some good things happening now also , I m missing those things
…something similar were my earlier mails to Santoshi…Swati , the way u cant
judge everything by looking into my mails now , something similar were my
earlier to Santoshi ….Swati , only thing , whatever I m mentioned , those were
hardcore facts……as u had realized now , how I m mentioning things in my mails
…Swati , probably beauty of writing is over there , u had to bring those things
into notice , which will force u think towards it , what could have exactly
happened over there…Swati , that u cant achieve , by putting everything in
mails….that’s precisely I m
doing , but people like Lokesh Sir and other’s feel I m hiding some hardcore
facts , for this I must scream like ANSARI, after OTHELLO episode…..Swati , I m
not limited to those mails , that I had written to Santoshi …Santoshi , if u
understood this point now also , I will be very happy …hey , ur husband is much
more worthy then those mails ….i knows much more then , what I had written in
those mails to u , as u had experienced now …Santoshi , please don’t feel low
for this purpose , just by bringing those mails to public ….Swati , now coming
to ur comparison with Leena , which I m continuing for last few weeks …..Swati
, on nov2010 our PM gone to Malaysia, while I m working on MALASYIA project
alongside ASHISH , just to signify the SHOE episode ofhttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Humraaz (
HUMRAAZ = HUM + RAAZ ) = http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hum_(film) + http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Raaz_(2002_film) (The way they cant come out
from the OTTY , due to some problem or other , something similar were planned
for me, here Malini is Shravan Dabi) VS this year our PM gone to south korea ,
for nuclear summit over there , before starting of new chapter …..last year ,
during 29april2011 , Barak Odama ordered operation against Osama Bin Laden Vs
before joining our PM at south korea for nuclear summit , Barak Odama appointed
Korean amerian http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jim_Yong_Kim as next world bank president ….Swati , its
significant departure from the way , our blood sucking Leena being represented
…anything comes across for her, its represented by death reference ….Swati ,
it’s a welcome change , in this regard …Rakesh Singh's North and south concept
were also played out here, via korea...Swati , I m keeping everything over here
this week …I will continue in next week …
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