Swati , madam this week’s
best of compliments come from Zeba , on Friday she said “ is he Sandeep Kumar ,
jis ke sar par kuch nhai hain , ganja hain “……in one sense , appreciating my
skills , tum kisi andhe ko chasma aur ganje ko kangi bech sakte ho…..since , u
exactly understands what’s planned …..Swati , like earlier weeks , u and others
must be interested to know , what’s going on my mind ….while these sort of
tough situation were placed in front of me …mostly during 15sept and 16sept ,
OI and PI …..Swati , while working with Vaibhav (who changed the JOBQ for VB
claims/extract from QBATCH
to QINTER ), on 14sept ,he said “ur
now on a flow , don’t backtrack…. Still ur DAREing will be checked “…he had
assigned a program named DARE …...Swati , during 15 and 16 sept , I had typical
Rama Pathy thinking “while
everybody checking my dareing , I m checking Ajay Sir’s dareing ……did Ajay Sir
, had the dareing to show , his brand of samjhadari , while whole team is
feeling so much nervous …..and everybody , including me putting extra efforts
to contain that …..did Ajay Sir , had the dareing to show his brand of
samjhadari , while TCS image is hit so hard , by rough handling of both Shravan
and him(Indian cricket team returned without any win against england ..worst
performance since long time)…did Ajay Sir , had
the dareing to take me head on head , after the way , I m criticized him in
past few weeks …..still , if he had that dareing , to go ahead to show his
brand of samjhadari ….this Sunday would have been , most memorable day in his
life ….what , he would have listened this Sunday in my mails ……I wont have
cared , what’s the outcome….apart from thinking related to Ajay Sir , I got http://www.thehindu.com/sport/hockey/article2453257.ece , this news article , Ajay MAken personally going
to congratulate Indian hocky team for their win ….gone are the Kabir Khan of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chak_De!_India......Swati , PA override placed on me , since
Manish Sir , is saying u just go ahead with , what u thinks were right for team
building , we will follow u (yesterday Shekhar Gupta talking to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harish_Hande) ..just the way , HCL managers said , after I m
returned from bally technologies …..the reason why , I m putting extra efforts
……apart from all these Swati , these were really sincere , dedicated , and hard
working people , with whom I m currently working in BSR team …..i don’t mind to
be Rajiv Khandelwal for these people …..they were not chutiyas like Shravan and
Monica Chopra , who at ist done something horribly wrong , then they were
checking whether I m entering QUEUE or not , to prove their point …..” Swati ,
this is exactly , transpired inside me , while attending office last week ,
mostly on 15sept and 16sept…. Swati , I donot know how many people noticed this
point or not , how such a complex situation were moving so smoothly….while
earlier situation is not that much serious still people were feeling the heat ,
for which I need to provide so much of explanations ….Swati , the reason for
this is , there is anticipation on the part of everybody , that I will
reciprocate for what’s happening ….which is not the case earlier , during those
times people used to think , I cant understand their act , reciprocating
becomes distant dream.....Swati , having said that , what’s going in my mind ,
people at CVS caremark still wont know , whom I m following at this
stage….probably , they will never able to know , until I will mention in my
mail …..Swati , here comes
Raman into picture …Raman , u again got importance, the way ur asking the flow
on that day , how to run the RECON ….samething here , while doing everything ,
this IT professional don’t know , whom I m following at this stage …Swati , its
RR going of Ankur ……he is reversed via that PIZZA party …but , resubmitted via
some other way , its Murali in RR team…I got to know about this ,the way PIZZA
party organized on that Saturday ….Swati , as I m following the person , who
matters now , its Aneesh …..he introduced me to Murali , while I m sitting at
Pramod’s seat…..signaling , Murali like condition were coming ur way , very
soon …..Swati , its manufacturing Murali over here …..means , things will go to
end via this way …the reason why , Rakesh Singh comes just before , Murali like
conditions will come across….Swati , I m citing u , some examples , on this
regard….on the day , when my appraisal sheet were resend for filling (talking
about last Friday), I did not filled the form immediately , just to understand
what’s expected from me ….while I m thinking this way , Murali came across me
at the corridors of our ODC , I m sure everybody expecting Murali will arrive
today ….and , I m acted accordingly , and filled the sheet , gone for Shravan
…over there , Shravan surprised me with his behavior , which I mentioned on my
earlier mail …..then , again I found Murali coming to attend a team meeting
near to my seat , on the day , its expcted from me , I must contact Vaibhav for
CobolL programs in EXTRACT sort of thing….once , I see Murali coming , I
understood this point , I changed my line , gone for Vaibhav , eventually he
changed the JOBQ for VB claims/extract ….next , I found Murali on this Friday ,
while working with Alka …..while she is explaining me things , I found Murali
coming with Amit Tahmeen for some work ….i understood , everybody expects,
Murali like condition today ….Swati , correct me , if I m wrong somewhere…..on
Thursday (15sept , its Othello time ), when Pramod come to my seat , while
working with Nikita , I though whether u guys anticipating Murali like
condition …..i m immediately contacted, Sandeep Kumar over there(I think till
now , nobody would have understood this point , why I contacted Sandeep Kumar
over there….reason I said , Raman is very important for team building….while
doing everything nobody knows why I had done this)……once , I did not found
Murali over there , I gone to seat at Amit Mishra’s seat , while leaving office
…….Swati , one more thing everybody were doing , they were having a cup of tea
, once I do something related to that person …not sure about it , need
confirmation on this …...on Wednesday , when I m asked , Vaibhav for compilation
of my programs , immediately Sachin came up with a cup of tea ..despite seeing
, Suraj Jha during launch hour and other stuffs , I had asked for it
…..similarly , Alka came for cup of tea , on Thursday , when I m entering
office(since its Othello time ) ….apart from others also doing similar sort of
thing, having a cup of tea , when I did something related to them….Swati , for
past few days , there were lots of debates at home and office whether I am
aware of Deepak (Sangram sort of thing , via vegetables )….i think same must be
going through everybody’s mind at office , whether I m aware of what’s formula
placed for Jyoti ….certainly I m aware of , what’s formula placed over here …
…its http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sapne_Sajan_Ke.....i got to know about this , since golf is getting
more importance ….it started with http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiger_Woods sex scandals on early 2010....i m being compared
to golfer http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jeev_Milkha_Singh and my dad is compared to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Milkha_Singh.... somewhere down the line , golf must have
more significance , otherwise why , its shown so prominently …in the movie ,
while playing golf , Jackie Sharoff said , come with ur original identity , she
will accept u , if she really loves u …Santoshi , for u , I had given up
everything , I don’t have any wish to return that revolution role ….now we can
live happily afterwards …..as Lokesh Sir had shoulder the responsibility of revolutionary , I m being
relived by top leadership …..Swati , why I m totally against this sort of
argument of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Main_Azaad_Hoon..... and its not possible in today’s environment
, since there were much more polished public speaker out there than me …..Swati
, reason is simple , I think Lokesh Sir will understand this better than
anybody else ….since , may2010(the day I m left revolution role) nothing
started by me gone inside QUEUE ….means , there were no value addition being
done in that respect ….Swati , result is in front of everybody , with in one
year , my status changed from BHAGWAN via PADMA concept(Lokesh Sir don’t u
think , there is something wrong in ur PADAM concept , the reason why I m
require to leave the revolution role…certainly top leadership don’t buy ur
logic) to LIAR …Swati , it’s the same persons , who conceptualized the BHAGWAN
concept changed it to LIAR ….Swati , if things move like this , for one more
year (as per original plan its december2012) , Lokesh Sir will go as sales
manager somewhere and I will work as project manager somewhere …..Swati , why
everybody wanted to connect with me , since that TV concept ….but , that’s gone
on Nitish’s birthday ….Lokesh Sir , power is not with those refugees , whom u
represent ,…power is with the person , whom u wanted to attack for those so
called refugees(its Sridhar Sir)….Lokesh Sir , anywhere u go , refugees don’t
have any power , once they were willing to integrate with the mainstream , they
were acceptable to the society ….original natives , never change their culture
, their values for refugees , its refuges who change their way of living
according to the natives….Lokesh Sir , what ur trying to do is opposite …u want
to ,change the law of nature ….result is in front of u , once I m finished my
ist assignment at revolution role , I m removed from that…. Swati , what I had
done at revolutionary role …..it will be understandable now ….my dad feeling ,
like Amitabh Bachchan of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarkar_Raj, once Abhishek shot dead” in the name of power
plant , there were dirty politics being played out …..” similarly at HCL “ in
the name of making me manager , dirty politics being played out here …..with
Rao Sahab as Murali Sir , as per my thinking goes on ….” Swati , on this Lokesh
Sir also agreeing , since he also part of planning …in the same respect , there
were dirty politics being played out at TCS now …since , I m being forced to
leave (and fall in official line ) , everything that I m started , with Lokesh
Sir in forefront ….after his arrival , I m gone inside the QUEUE sort of thing related
to my evening snacks …. Swati , work always happens like this …if I will leave
my position , then only Manish Sir’s authority established ….this is exactly
what I m doing at HCL as partner , if I will change my position at correct time
(the way its conveyed to me , via something else ,. Latest being on Friday to
go via 492 bus , once Rohit left TCS), then only their authority will be
establish …..as , I had done this successfully at HCL , I m being chosen
for revolutionary role , so that I will establish http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nandan_Nilekani as product development manager via http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unique_Identification_Authority_of_India ..... Swati , this is reason why , I said earlier
, product development revolution wont come around the project I will handle ,
it will happen around the project Nandan Nilekani handles …..once , I m
established that , I m suppose to got something new , but everybody started
considering me bhagwan to my hometown as ayodhya ……so , I m instructed to leave
that position of revolutionary …..Lokesh Sir , now u must have understood ,
what’s the mistake u had done ….but , there were no looking back ….we had to
move on like this ….Swati , now coming to Shravan , how he able to convince
others , he had done nothing wrong ……and , what’s the mistake Lokesh Sir did
….Swati , Lokesh Sir did same mistake of my dad …the way , my dad thought ,
govt office formula can be put across anywhere in the world ..that’s the best
way forward …something , similar Lokesh Sir did , he thought sales industry
formula were best way forward, those can be directly implemented anywhere ,
most importantly IT industry …..Swati , Lokesh Sir falters over there , what’s
happening in sales industry doesn’t work same way in IT industry ….IT industry
had its own way of functioning ……Swati , best example is , how Shravan being
handled at IT industry…Swati , did Shravan is doing anything constructive now,
he keep on doing same old things , what he is doing for a long time …….its ,
CVS leadership to team mates (including me ), putting extra efforts to nullify
what he had started ……Swati , its our necessity , to nullify the effects of ,
what Shravan had started …..its not , Shravan’s necessity or his need (his only
intention is something like GHAON PAR GHAON dene par bada maza ata hain , of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shola_Aur_Shabnam_(1992_film) movie..he is as clear person as Karan of that
movie …..i m Manish in the movie …what he got at HCL is something like KARAN
got in the movie ….what I going through is something like , Manish in the movie
as BAALI ….KaraN , Nitin Kaushik , Lokesh Sir is deriving via him, reason why
Shravan defended him …..from SABNAM things move to SABANA AZMI of MAIN HUN
AZAD….Swati , in actuality , Shravan ka RR ho gaya ….he got much more
humiliation , brought more disrepute for the organization ..most importantly ,
failed those persons who put faith on him …Swati , as Shravan is defining
himself as intruder who sit comfortably at hilltop , who can shoot at eye of
Indian army jawan …I want to say this dialogue of Sunny Deol in http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Hero:_Love_Story_of_a_Spy ....I don’t know whether its targeted or not),
when he is posted in Kashmir….while going somewhere , a person is announcing in
a rally “ indian army hain hain…..we want azadi from them”…..over there Sunny
Deol said “ kis azadi ki baat karte ho tum ….isse tarah fauj ke samne gali dene
ki azadi tumhe yahan par mil sakti hain…..agar , tum wahan Pakistan ke fauj ke
samne isse tarah ki baat kahi hoti tumhe goli mar dete “……Shravan , what u done
is something similar and got something similar result ….the , way ur used to
protest on anything …once u protest at HCL by committing all the wrong things ,
u got onsite over in TCS …what do u think , u would have something similar
result out here…..i want to say same thing what Deepender said on Friday ”if u
expect something more , then perform upto that level”)………Swati, its in the
interest of team , what Shravan started must be nullified , in the long run its
not good for team….Swati , now imagine the scenario , after 2-3 years , somebody
called Ajay Saigal comes across and give his name to Shravan and somebody
called Lokesh Singh comes across for his support as Batch Yadav …what sort of
situation arises , same thing happened out here , once everybody endorsed him
as Batcha Yadav…since , those who planned , never felt the need to consult at
least once , who were involved in punishing Shravan and his wife, for what they did…..Lokesh Sir ,
kisika bhi advice hi le lete , kia pharak pad jata aapko ….Swati , anybody who
is totally unaware of what’s happened now , what’s he will think , Shravan had
done nothing wrong ….since , he keep on doing same thing , its in the team
interest we r nullifying the effects of what he had started ….Swati , in
similar way , he had been silenced during HCL days …its in the team interest
out there in HCL , what Shravan doing cant be encouraged …..if ,he keep on
interfering the matters out there ……Swati , something similar is Sumit Mehra
case …..its in my interest , I had to nullify his intentions, he keep on doing
what he used to …just looking for one mistake or loopholes from my side to come
with local goons at my door step….Swati , problem for me at that stage is ,if I
will start confronting with one guy like this , the way Sumit Mehra upto …..i
cant contain the situation out there ….its for betterment , I choose other way
…there is nothing , Sumit Mehra did , for which he can claim , his intention
were something like that of my father in law at TCS office in
29april2011…..Swati , its wide open , anybody can analyze the situation…..Swati
, now coming to our own Murali Sir , Leena madam , from where she become sought
after …how Leena and Deba become super duper bhadra loka and Deepak Samal gone
to dictionary ….Swati , if u see from my eyes , today also there is no difference
between these two persons….how, let me explain it …Swati , when I got
importance at HCL , everybody thought , since my intention were good ,reason I
got more importance…since , for everybody I don’t know anything ……so ,
everybody gone by intention part , commit one after another blunder , don’t
look back once , what they all did…this thing continued till my kolkata visit
…..after my kolkata visit , this thing struck to everybody , its not intention
that counts, its what u did …..at that time , those who done more mistakes gone
to dictionary , like Samal brothers , and Deba and Leena become super duper
bhadra loka in everybody’s eye …since , they had committed less mistakes and
Lokesh Sir entered the scene out here , as a manager he gone by what the mistakes
others did , did not look after the intention….Swati , on this biggest
beneficiary is our own Batcha yadav(Shravan Dabi), whose intentions were
nullified by HCL leadership….and other bhadra loka is Sumit Mehra , whose
intentions were nullified by me , for larger interest …..Swati , correct me if
I m wrong somewhere , by analyzing the situation …the way , Shravan Dabi’s case
is handled out here …..Swati , this is how IT industry is different from sales
industry……..Swati, other person , who had lots of concern , Suvendu Panda
…..why action taken against him….Swati, its http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0185335/ (the purpose of entire exercise at TCS)we had to
show , at least one incident to others at outside India , so that they wont
interfere in our matters…since , Suvendu Panda , is sitting comfortably
something like intruders in LOC KARGIL ...”agar who marenge toh , jawan ki anka
par lagega”….Swati , let there be scenario, another one lead doing clone act ,
then after everything falls…...to take the responsibility , I had to left the
TCS …..after that , for some reasons , I cant got job somewhere ….during those
times , somebody called Suvendu Panda came and said “ tu pagal hei galu kire
…”…how Manish Sir will react to that scenario and any of the managers at TCS
will react to that scenario……same thing happened with Suvendu Panda…..Swati , I
m leaving here today , give confirmation about it , I will continue next week…
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