I M Very Nervous Person 4Apr2011

Naukrani  madam , bartamaan mora mind re kana chaluchi kahibi  , I m a nervous person for the time  being ……as the day approaches , I m getting more nervous ….ama doi jana ka track record kichi bhala nhai madam , yeh mamla re ……mu nervous ,karana bartamaan Madhya mora bapa pura control re achanti ……few days back its via friends , now by associating himself with Lokesh Sir and Sridhar Sir ……the pathetic way , he handled our relationship till now ,making me more nervous ….Naukrani , mu janichi bartamaan bahut senior person involved achanti  at TCS and outside …kintu , what I really like is involvement of team members over here in TCS  , the type of responsiveness they were showing , on anything wrong happened….jadi mora bapa , ebe mora TCS colleague manaka kara responsible ra 100 percent ru one percent Madhya responsible ness show up kari thante (during HCL days or after I left HCL) aaji yeh situation asi nathata …I m not talking of my official colleagues during my HCL days(they don’t come count in front of me , for the type of mess created surrounding me ..i m fully agree with ur govt sort of comparison and medicine sort of comparison ….i will like to say those persons, just learn something from fresher over here in TCS , those who were dealing with me …karana , jeu prakara mess se pila mane create kari chanti , mu aaji Madhya se bhitaru bhahari paru nhai)….. I m talking of my dad ….Naukrani , ebe Madhya mora bapa kichi sikhi nahanti ..kichi dina talara katha kahuchi suna ….he found 9feb2011 suitable , to tell who is better among his both sons….. he continued until , I interrupted him …..mu seita ku issue create kali nhai karana mu mora bapa ku bhala bhabare janichi , what’s in his mind …u cant change the person , let whatever happened……Naukrani , this is reason why , I m nervous(although leadership saying no need to woory , pakistan lost to India 29 runs ..india chased 2(7)5 runs in final…leadership saying , 7 going to be restored very soon , jaha remove kara heichi DGM ru …..but , my nervous ness doesnot stop , since leadership not able to stop great manipulator like my father doing anything he wanted) …the way he wants to retain his demi god status among others , without bothering what we both( u and me Naukrani) going through ..jadi kichi Madhya galat heba , ist thing my dad will do is postpone our marriage date …..its unfortunate , persons like Lokesh Sir also supporting him and so as others ……this is reason why , I don’t want my sister came to delhi now , at least this month …semiti mu auhri rent dei nhai , jadi asiba postpone hela nhai , I had keep my option to shift ……Naukrani , things were not moving 360 degree its 720 degrees( as my sister used to say , our dad is not 420 , he is 840) ……Naukrani , u all don’t want to rectify anything , in most of cases , u want to repeat everything in larger scale …thik kahuchi na …..bartamaan time hela , Prabhat Menon ra mazak episode ku , larger scale re repeat karibara ….as my mom used to say , u will return to home by thinking everybody were shouting , but in actuality everybody were laughing …..this will happen , if my mom alongside my sister comes here delhi this month …. Naukrani , don’t woory I had kept my option open, for everything …..Naukrani , its Sandeep flavour of the the season now ….i don’t have any problem with it …..since its related to Lokesh Sir , so I m ready to rectify my mistake whatever being shown to me via Sandeep…..but , one disturbing thing that , I found last week , that I cant rectify….se uper bahut,  chinta kariba pare , se bishyare lekhiba pai decide karichi……I don’t know tume pasand kariba ki nhai ….i don’t know whether it will be liked by anybody or not …but , I feel , writing about it now , is best way …rather than waiting for things to deteriorate or complicated further then ,write about it ….Naukrani , its related to Sadeep with Dipti Sikha …I had strong reservation about it ……jadi , mu Sushama related jaha Madhya planned heichi , seithire sahamati deu nhai , seithi payi mote , Sandeep Kumar sahita compare kara heuchi …I don’t have problem with it…..i m ready to associate with Sandeep Kumar rather than accepting Sushama related thing ….but , only Lokesh Sir can say this thing , nobody else can ……its something like in gangajal movie ….when inquiry commission  being set against police officers , Ajay Devgan accepted the charges against him and others , did not try to defend his subordinates ..when everybody pleaded, he said “ tumhara jo karma hain karlo , mera iradha nhai badlega”(bartamaan Lokesh Sir is talking same tune)…….at that time the lawyer behind(mora pai lawyer of HUMGAMA choose kariki rakhicha , who changes his language once he faces his own son Jitu played by Akshya Khanna, is culprit for Anjali….) the police officers said “ aap chinta kyun karte hain , unke akele se kehene se kia hota hain , ek bhi gawad nhai milega”……let Lokesh Sir , compares me to Sandeep…but apart from him anybody else says this thing , same thing happen …what would have happened , if anybody gone against the police officers in the movie gangajal…..certainly , Lokesh Sir not doing justice with me ….he is not impartial ……he is ready to accept , what Shravan (the way Loeksh Sir associating with Nitin and the manner in which Shravan and Nitin working as one unit …the way its presented in front of me , only shows it shows how much Lokesh Sir cares for Shravan …its different thing mu agaru jani gali) said “like galti sabse hoti hain , I just need one more chance , to prove myself , my worth” ….he accedes to his demands , like Ajay Devgan of gangajal given one chance to Bactha Yadav ……but , Lokesh Sir did not want to listen me out , like Ajay Devgan did not listen to other officers , only defended Bactha Yadav since he died…here also , I m pleading in front of Lokesh Sir , what my wife done is mistake , please don’t punish me with Bhaskar Padhy sort of thing …..but , he is not ready to listen …..but , rather than , understanding my situation , its Sandeep being shown to me …..Naukrani , don’t u think its bit unfair on the part of Lokesh Sir …..only , difference  between Shravan and me is , he feels he is in death row , I m not …..kana Lokesh Sir se pila ra katha sunu chanti , jia death row re achi, nahele taku Sandeep Kumar sahita compare karu chanti …..Naukrani , I don’t have anything against Shravan (he and others may pick wrong impression out of it , but my polite request to everybody try to understand my point)…..at normal time , whatever Lokesh Sir say or whatever Sridhar Sir say to me , I would have accept them, without knowing fact ….here both of them , asking for same person …there is no reason , I should go against them ….like Sridhar Sir forwarding my resume and Lokesh Sir endorsing everything …..Naukrani , we built relationships for this day , see what Sridhar Sir did here …he knows , on the insistence of Lokesh Sir , I may request at him for Shravan …mote dharma sankat re na pakehiba pai , he himself forwarded my CV over here…..Naukrani , it would have tough on my part to request for Shravan, in front of Sridhar Sir …karana ,he may not aware of many thing , kintu etiki bhala bhabare janichi Sridhar Sir big problem during those days, still he acted against him …I think , Lokesh Sir will understood this point ……Naukrani , tume keu side re acha , yeh Sandeep au Dipti Sikha case re mora janiba bahut darker …..due to Lokesh Sir , I will keep silent , when u come to my life ….kintu , in case , ama doi janaka bhitare kichi problem asila , tume keu side neba Naukrani…..the way , u asked me , to replace Sridhar Sir , Murali Sir , Shantanu Sir …..Naukrani , just think over it, how much its diffcult to replace somebody , who had done so much for u , the way ur telling me one after another in past one year …….Naukrani , don’t give the excuse of Leena …she is outsider …she openly telling , what I don’t is to restore my family pride via Katrina Kaif of BLUE movie(for this matter she is ready to mother somebody else’s kid) …apart from that she is not claiming to be Savitri …Naukrani , its u want to claim urself as Savitri ….now , which side ur in , madam …….one more thing , Naukrani , whichever side u will take it will got lots of weightage…..just like last time tume , mora sahita katha hela nhai , mote HCL ru resign kariba pai padila ….here also , tume Loeksh Sir ka saath  deba nhai , nothing will happen to me , something like nothing happened to other police officers in gangajal movie , despite Ajay Devgan’s acceptance of everything……. Naukrani , mu agaru Madhya kahichi , this Bhaskar Padhy sort of thing will be litmus test of ur character …..i want the response in the morning at office ..…which side ur madam , on this case….finally , I LOVE U , Naukrani…….