Shaken up after Nitish Episode 18May2011

Naukrani , time had come for another mail .........many a times , mu jaha feel karuchi seita thik na hei pare ........but , if u think , i can understand everything , the problem will start over there...while returning from BBSR to delhi , there is a guy who is accompanying us , who occupied my dad's seat ......my reading of the situation is , for me things going to be that much difficult as that of last TTE , who joined us , on last leg of our journey .....just , to find out that , the seat in front of him is vacant ......Naukrani , thik kahuchi na , just something like finding salt in glucose .....Naukrani , while going through this much of difficulty , its natural some sort of discrepancy will remain ....Naukrani , i m completely shaken up after the Nitish episode(mora mail ru yeh gote katha auhri realize karina laguchi) ........mote , bahut chinta kariba pai paduchi , kichi kariba agaru .....something like ,changing the residence , mu bhuji paru nhai , mora kana approach hebara achi ......mu keu stand nebi .....what u really want ....tume kana chaucha , mu sethare rahe ki mora stand re rigid hei kari rahe ..so that , my dad will facilitate room shifting ....the condition is totally unlivable over there at our residence ......still , for what that my dad is waiting for , i dont know....since he also , associated himself with Deepak Samal and Sumit  ....so he might be also want to be disassociated from then via this way .....the reason , why i m sticking to my stand of changing residence..now what , happened over here after training , my question is , is my concerns were not genuine ?....the way things were moving , either u all were creating some big blunders , to replace the existing one ......or , u want to create ME like condition...for the time being , i m convinced nothing with the training , no need to woory ......